There are times when one is really down, everything seems to happen so
negatively. Kimi fell sick yesterday evening when I picked him back from the
school. He vomited in the school before I picked him back, before his dinner
time, while waiting for doctor in the clinic, while waiting for Mummy to start
the car to drive back home, even a small amount of plain water could make him vomit.
I felt so helpless, besides comforting him, nothing much I could do.
I lost directions. Indeed, lost… With Nico occasionally running
around in the clinic during the waiting time and with Kimi lying restlessly on
my lap, I told myself, I am not a Superwoman, not even a Super Mummy. I return
back home with no one to turn to, I cleaned the mess up, I fed Kimi his
medicine, I got the kids to sleep, and occasionally I checked on how was Kimi
doing in the room resting, making sure he was alright.
At times, I need to be cared of, I need someone to be there
comforting me and telling me, Everything will be alright! I need a tap on the
shoulders with a big hug, and then whispering next to my ears, You are doing a great job!
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